It's a Fevah

Alright, how many more of my friends and family are going to get pregnant right now? They come in groups of at least 5 or more at a time. I swear. I have had baby fever for about seven years now. Ha! Yep, even while pregnant and living thru two newborns. As soon as I pop one out, I'm ready to get knocked up right away again. If only the Hubs was so willing..


The third time is a charm, right? I'll have a girl this time, right? We will be done after this, right? RIGHT?! The Hubs and I agreed from the start. Three kids. No more. Or the age of 30. I'm 28 now. Nearing ever so close to 29. He is cutting it too close, and I have an inkling that he is doing it on purpose! Why couldn't we have had one boy and one girl. I would have been happy with that. Not that I don't LOVE, LOVE my two boys. But come on. TRYING to have a girl is stressful. How does one TRY for a girl? Cuz if you mess up and accidentally TRY for a boy in hopes for a girl, well.. you are kinda shit out of luck. And you don't get to find out until halfway thru the whole ordeal! What a bunch of bull. There has got to be an easier way. And lately.. everyone seems to be having girls! It's like they are rubbing it in my face that I married a man that was the middle of 5 (yep, that's correct) BOYS! Me being the only girl as well.


If I am predestined to have all boys, fine. I can live with that. But I at least have to know. I need to try that one last time. I NEED it. Like crack. He can't just leave me wondering for the rest of my life. What if that next one was pink? The Hubs was the one that "wished" for a girl the first time. We both "hoped" the second. Now am I the only one anxious for the third?


I thrive at being a Mom. Really. It comes so naturally, not that it's easy.. but it's like my dream job. Some days you just don't want to get out of bed, other days you are up at the crack of dawn making pancakes. The Hubs and I make a great pair. I try super hard at keeping happy kids. Not spoiled, mind you, just happy. I mastered "the look" early. The Hubs, well.. his "Daddy voice" can stop any child in his tracks. Honest. We've tried it. Our boys are amazing. Well behaved, for the most part. Sweet and sassy, just like their Mom. Tough like their Dad. A girl would even us out quite well. Besides, "just Mom" doesn't seem like a good enough reason to aim properly! Ahem!


 What's one more? Right?!